its 2:28 am
im alone with my thoughts.
nothing suicidal..lol, never
just thinkin.
my boyfriend woke up upset the other morning saying
he dreamt of his life...and realized
he was livin the life he wanted to live
rather than the one he SHOULD be lining.
and i understood where he was comin from.
is it wrong to bail on college?
i mean, fk. i work in a club
i bank off drunk people same way
doc's bank off sick people...
nothin is directin me to college..
im bout to be 20 and ive gone nowhere...
is it too late?
only good thing besides him and work..
is my painting.
and i bank off that too...

so am i too late?
did i ruin the chances of becomin a lawyer or some shit like that?
opinions please.
Love-nisey